Our only response was to keep on going and ‘fuck everything’. Pile misery upon misery, heap it up on a spoon and dissolve it with a drop of bile, then squirt it into a stinking, puerile vein and do it all over again.
Trainspotting (1996) dir. Danny Boyle
I have been sitting on this since November of 2016
I gotta b honest I wasn’t expecting to get three rounds out of this
My gift is my song
And this one’s for you
And you can tell everybody
That this is your song
It may be quite simple, but
Now that it’s done
Hope you don’t mind, I hope you don’t mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you’re in the world— Moulin Rouge! (2001), dir. Baz Luhrmann
sometimes my head feels really foggy
it feels like a disease
everything seems complex and i feel dumb because i can’t understand anything.
how can i do something with my life if i can’t even remember anything
i can’t even make simple decisions
sometimes my body has no energy.
i can’t move
i don’t have enough energy to do anything.
i feel weak and tired.
i feel chained to my bed.
how can i do something with my life if i always feel dumb, tired and unmotivated
it’s really annoying
- disease